Lets start with AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ....thats better i feel like being a little more creative and carefree with this one you hear? ok well, i am going to write this in a scripted form just because... ok so me and a therapist....
Doc: So danni how are you feeling right now?
Me: Well my stomach is squirming, and im not getting along with a few people, so i guess you could say a little uneasy...
Doc: I see.. Whats wrong with your stomach?
Me: a Family friend rekkons its a kidney infection, shes an ex nurse so she knows things...
Doc: ok well have you gone to the doctors to find out?
Me: i have many a time, but they cant figure it out, ive had two blood tests and been to the specialist a CAT scan and this is about the 6th time ive gone to the doctors tomorrow.. its a follow up...im giving her my xrays and she'll tell me if im dying or whatever.
Doc..Uhh Ok then doesn't sound like any fun.
Me: Not particularly.
Doc: So what about this friends situation?
Me: well... ive being having disagreements with one of my friends and weve been friends for a while now and used to be realy close.
Doc: and your not anymore?
Me: it's hard to say... im feeling more distant lately, its because of what they said to me which hurt and i dont think i can ever let it go.
Doc: i see do you want to talk about it?
Me: not realy.
Doc Thats fine, Now Danielle have you any near future plans that might be stressing you out?
Me: Well i guess life plans if general stress me and get to me, like marridge and kids and owning a house haveing a life realy, its starting to happen...i dont mean those things in particular, but i mean lif... life is starting to happen its like all these years ive been sleeping in and now its finally time to wake up and get up and i want to press the snooze button.
Doc: interesting analogy.
Me: Thanks, but its true...i think alot of people are felling this way..
Doc: I'm sure there are, but your only human you may feel this way but your going to have to wake up. Yes life is happening and if you don't deal with it now then it'll pass you by, there isn't any second chances you know. Alot of people say this and don't act on it! you have to really live your life as full as you can, have you any goals?
ME: I didn't think i had any and it depressed me for a while, when i was cleaning my room one day when i found a folded paper, i looked at it, it had my "to do " in life list, it was all the things i wanted to achieve in my lifetime, it made me so much happier that i do actually have some goals in life! i never knew what a difference it would make.
Doc: Thats very mature of you Danielle
Me: thanks.
Doc: our sessions up. Anything you want to ask me?
Me: nope, oh maybe one thing...Whats a pocket rocket?
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